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What's up with me

Hi all....gawd...it's been ages since the last time I really tell stories about me...(hehehe...pedee pede..as if people'd want to know anyway ;p)
Anyway, just for my piece of mind, I'll just go ahead. ;p
Lately, I've been feeling...well..it's hard to describe...i'll try to give an example to make it clear. It's like you're stuck in a swamp with a snake choking your neck. You're upset, but you don't care enough to do something. As long as you can still drag that snake everywhere you go and you still alive, you just let it be. It's kind of an important situation, but you just don't care.
Is that clear enough explanation? hehehe
Yah, today, I decided to do something about that snake. The result...I don't know, I'm not sure. It's like the snake stopped choking my neck, but now it wrapped my hands tightly (cape deh...:p hehehe), meaning I can't do anything about it anymore. It's all in the hands of the snake, will it ever let go only God knows..
Duuh..I'm having a canker sore in my tongue...I couldn't speak since yesterday...! It hurts so bad whenever I tried to move my tongue, let alone speak. Unfortuately, some people see this as an opportunity. One of my co-worker seems to have developed an ability to annoy me more than usual by teasing me since he knew I wouldn't be able to say anything back to him! Tck tck...revenge will be sweet, dude! Harharharhar (evil laugh) hehehe
Man...this semester will be hard. My last semester at UMSL...*sigh
I'm excited yet nervous. Will I be able to find a job soon enough? ah we'll see lah.
I'm also doing an independent study. The job is to be a marketing consultant for the honors college, on how to market it to international students. First thing that came to my mind...actually start to market it to international student! d'oh...they can make one of the session in the orientation for foreign students an introduction to honors college. Oh well...I guess that's why they need a marketing consultant anyway ;p

Go kak!!!! Jgn nyerah!!!! Ayooo hidup indepent study!!!!hehehehe soal yg laen2nya... sabar2 ajah... ok? damai2.... kalo bisa ulernya dijadiin tas kulit k?
hehehehe
Peace

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