Friday, December 08, 2006
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
please..
hh.........I'm so...tired...
I have a question...
when you are close to someone you'll think that that person is perfect and he/she can do nothing wrong.
But I was shaken by the fact that that feeling will not last long. At some point things are going to be different and as you love someone deeper, there is no other way than to put your heart on the line. Meaning, whatever he/she does will definitely affect you.
Now, where is the point where you are so close to a person you start to hurt each other more than you make each other happy?
Hmh..
I don't know..
it seems that..sometimes one can feel like he/she don't know what to say/do anymore to keep him/herself from hurting the one he/she loves...
Reaching out, for new heights
You inspired me to try
Felt the magic inside
And I felt that I could fly
I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light
You made me appreciate my life
'Cos when you came you were like
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far
hmh..
just don't know what to do..
i'm having a hard time already...and it seems like problems just keep on coming
I have a question...
when you are close to someone you'll think that that person is perfect and he/she can do nothing wrong.
But I was shaken by the fact that that feeling will not last long. At some point things are going to be different and as you love someone deeper, there is no other way than to put your heart on the line. Meaning, whatever he/she does will definitely affect you.
Now, where is the point where you are so close to a person you start to hurt each other more than you make each other happy?
Hmh..
I don't know..
it seems that..sometimes one can feel like he/she don't know what to say/do anymore to keep him/herself from hurting the one he/she loves...
Reaching out, for new heights
You inspired me to try
Felt the magic inside
And I felt that I could fly
I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light
You made me appreciate my life
'Cos when you came you were like
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far
hmh..
just don't know what to do..
i'm having a hard time already...and it seems like problems just keep on coming
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Prep-Emo-Geek...that's who I am, hehehe
y'all need to try this one too and post it in your page!
Redneck--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[ ] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[ ] Do you like to get dirty?
[ ] Do you like country music?
[ ] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[ ] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you live on more then 2 acres?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
Total X: 0
-Goth--
[x] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[x] Is most of your clothing dark?
[ ] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[ ] Are you a social outcast?
[ ] Are you pale?
[ ] Do you like Hot Topic?
[x] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies?
[ ] Are you mean?
Total X: 3
--Punk--
[ ] Can you skateboard
[ ] Do you wear Vans?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[ ] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] Do you have any piercings?
[ ] Do you like/wear mohawks?
[ ]Do you wear Band t-shirts
[] Have you called someone a poser recently?
Total X:2
--Prep--
[x] Do you say the word "like"?
[x] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/Aero?
[ ] Do you pop the collar?
[ ] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?
[ ] Is the only nerd u like Seth Cohen?
[ ] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[x] Do you like pop music?
[x] Do you want/have a little dog?
Total X:4
--Hippie--
[ ] Is your hair long?
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[ ] Do You want to save the animals?
[x] Do you think war is unneccesary?
[ ] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[ ] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
Total X: 1
--Gangsta--
[ ] Do you act ghetto?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[x] Do you like hip-hop?
[ ] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[ ] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?
[x] Do you like to dance?
[ ] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?
Total X: 2
--Emo-
[ ] Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies?
[x] Do you like soft music?
[ ] Do people not understand you?
[ ] Do you write your own poems?
[x] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[x] Do you cut your hair?
[ ]Are you lonely?
[ ] Is "Ohio for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights, a good song?
Total X: 4
--Surfer--
[ ] Do you surf?
[x] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[ ] Is your hair shaggy?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[x] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[ ] Are you tan?
[x] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[ ] Do you hate tourists?
Total X: 3
--Geek-
[ ] Do you wear glasses?
[x] Do you get good grades?
[ ] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[x] Are you on the computer often?
[x] Do you ever get picked on?
[ ] Do you look forward to goin to school
[ ] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[x] Do you play video games?
Total X: 4
Redneck--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[ ] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[ ] Do you like to get dirty?
[ ] Do you like country music?
[ ] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[ ] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you live on more then 2 acres?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
Total X: 0
-Goth--
[x] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[x] Is most of your clothing dark?
[ ] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[ ] Are you a social outcast?
[ ] Are you pale?
[ ] Do you like Hot Topic?
[x] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies?
[ ] Are you mean?
Total X: 3
--Punk--
[ ] Can you skateboard
[ ] Do you wear Vans?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[ ] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] Do you have any piercings?
[ ] Do you like/wear mohawks?
[ ]Do you wear Band t-shirts
[] Have you called someone a poser recently?
Total X:2
--Prep--
[x] Do you say the word "like"?
[x] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/Aero?
[ ] Do you pop the collar?
[ ] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?
[ ] Is the only nerd u like Seth Cohen?
[ ] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[x] Do you like pop music?
[x] Do you want/have a little dog?
Total X:4
--Hippie--
[ ] Is your hair long?
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[ ] Do You want to save the animals?
[x] Do you think war is unneccesary?
[ ] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[ ] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
Total X: 1
--Gangsta--
[ ] Do you act ghetto?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[x] Do you like hip-hop?
[ ] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[ ] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?
[x] Do you like to dance?
[ ] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?
Total X: 2
--Emo-
[ ] Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies?
[x] Do you like soft music?
[ ] Do people not understand you?
[ ] Do you write your own poems?
[x] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[x] Do you cut your hair?
[ ]Are you lonely?
[ ] Is "Ohio for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights, a good song?
Total X: 4
--Surfer--
[ ] Do you surf?
[x] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[ ] Is your hair shaggy?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[x] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[ ] Are you tan?
[x] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[ ] Do you hate tourists?
Total X: 3
--Geek-
[ ] Do you wear glasses?
[x] Do you get good grades?
[ ] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[x] Are you on the computer often?
[x] Do you ever get picked on?
[ ] Do you look forward to goin to school
[ ] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[x] Do you play video games?
Total X: 4
Friday, April 21, 2006
Just A Thought
Selama ini, gue selalu terkagum2 dan penasaran, selalu ngerasa pengen tau lebih jauh tentang proses dimana seseorang mencintai orang lain, dan sampai di titik dimana dia rela melakukan apapun untuk kebaikan orang yang dia cintai, bahkan untuk mengorbankan nyawa sekalipun.
Mungkin agak2 kerasa aneh/awkward buat ngediskusiin subjek ini, tapi gue cuma pengen tau.
Untuk orang2 yang udah pernah ngejalanin atau sedang ngejalanin proses tersebut, sepertinya prosesnya panjang yah...
Now keep in mind that panjang bukan berarti memakan waktu lama. Enggak. Kadang2 intensitas proses itu mencapai taraf yang lumayan tinggi sehingga semuanya nggak makan waktu lama.
Correct me if I'm wrong, tapi setiap orang bakal ngelaluin pengalaman ini dengan proses yang beda2. Ada yang didukung oleh lingkungan sekitarnya dan ada juga yang harus berjuang sendiri/bedua dg pasangannya.
I congratulate those who are able to go through that process and be together in the end. Your efforts pay in the end and that's called happy ending =)
Tapi, gimana dengan yang nggak berhasil/tau nggak akan bisa bareng dari awal?
Sekarang gue pengen tau, gimana caranya ngelupain, atau nyia2in sesuatu yang berharga banget, sesuatu yang mampu membuat kita rela ngelepas nyawa sekalipun?
Kalau emang nggak ditakdirkan buat jadi satu, kenapa mereka "dibiarin" buat jatuh cinta in the first place?
Mungkin agak2 kerasa aneh/awkward buat ngediskusiin subjek ini, tapi gue cuma pengen tau.
Untuk orang2 yang udah pernah ngejalanin atau sedang ngejalanin proses tersebut, sepertinya prosesnya panjang yah...
Now keep in mind that panjang bukan berarti memakan waktu lama. Enggak. Kadang2 intensitas proses itu mencapai taraf yang lumayan tinggi sehingga semuanya nggak makan waktu lama.
Correct me if I'm wrong, tapi setiap orang bakal ngelaluin pengalaman ini dengan proses yang beda2. Ada yang didukung oleh lingkungan sekitarnya dan ada juga yang harus berjuang sendiri/bedua dg pasangannya.
I congratulate those who are able to go through that process and be together in the end. Your efforts pay in the end and that's called happy ending =)
Tapi, gimana dengan yang nggak berhasil/tau nggak akan bisa bareng dari awal?
Sekarang gue pengen tau, gimana caranya ngelupain, atau nyia2in sesuatu yang berharga banget, sesuatu yang mampu membuat kita rela ngelepas nyawa sekalipun?
Kalau emang nggak ditakdirkan buat jadi satu, kenapa mereka "dibiarin" buat jatuh cinta in the first place?
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Hfffiuhhhh
Horeeeee tesnya diundur semingguuuuuu!!!!! (asik asik asiiik)
Hehehehe...
Baru pulang kerja nih tapi masih seger buger soalnya tadi sempet bobo siang 2 jam-an...bablas dr jam 4-6, sampe kelewat buka puasa, hihihi.
Lumayan deh masih seger jadi bisa dipake buat baca2 bahan buat sabtu dikit2...walaupun sepertinya ga akan bertahan lama klo dipake belajar sih.
Sekarang lagi chatting ama temen lama nih di indo. Udah janjian mau ketemu pas gue mudik nanti bulan Juni.
Hiyaaa...akhirnya jadi juga pulaaaang. Udah kelamaan ih. Pengen cepet2 ke Bandung, kasih surprise ke temen2, terus mau usahain biar bisa main ke Pelabuhan Ratu. It's going to be awesome!!!
Hehehehe...
Baru pulang kerja nih tapi masih seger buger soalnya tadi sempet bobo siang 2 jam-an...bablas dr jam 4-6, sampe kelewat buka puasa, hihihi.
Lumayan deh masih seger jadi bisa dipake buat baca2 bahan buat sabtu dikit2...walaupun sepertinya ga akan bertahan lama klo dipake belajar sih.
Sekarang lagi chatting ama temen lama nih di indo. Udah janjian mau ketemu pas gue mudik nanti bulan Juni.
Hiyaaa...akhirnya jadi juga pulaaaang. Udah kelamaan ih. Pengen cepet2 ke Bandung, kasih surprise ke temen2, terus mau usahain biar bisa main ke Pelabuhan Ratu. It's going to be awesome!!!
Saturday, July 09, 2005
about religion
Thanks to Sigit for the link
 | You scored as Islam. Your beliefs are most similar to those of Islam. Do more research on Islam and possibly consider taking the shahadah and officially becoming a Muslim, if you aren't already. Despite the actions of some - who go against the teachings of Islam - Islam is a religion of peace; the word "islam" means "peace through submission to God." "Muslim" means "one who submits to God." Islam is the third of the three Abrahamic faiths, and it shares much with Judaism in Christianity; its differences are the acceptance of Muhammad as the last and final prophet, and the oneness of God - in other words, that Jesus, though he was a revered prophet, was not in fact God, and only one God exists. Apparently the Taliban could not read (though their name means "students"), because the Qur'an states that men and women are equal as believers, and that all believers should be educated and seek knowledge. Modesty in dress and behavior is required in Islam for both men and women to preserve the values of society and move the emphasis from superificial appearance to intelligence, knowledge, and God.
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
Lazy Sunday mornin'
*YAWN
Hi, all...
gile nih, udah jam 11 masih males2an, padahal ada janji mo makan siang sama coworkers gue jam 12. akannya di India Palac nih *grin.
Udah lama banget gue pengen makan disitu tapi yg gue ajakin pada nggak pernah ada yang mau, hu-uh. Tapi akhirnya kesampeian juga, walaupun males2an nonton DVD dirumah agaknya menarik juga...hmm...
*YAWN
ah gile nih drtd nguap gede2 terus, kayak kuda nil, malu2in, hehehe. Ntar enaknya mandi pake aer dingin kali ya...biar seger. Tapi ntar malah pilek lagi. Apa ya enaknya,
Option #1: Mandi Air Dingin
pro: jadi seger dan kelihatan seger juga nanti pas makan.
con: jadi pilek, ntar biarpun keliatan seger tapi ngisep2 idung ato buang ingus mulu kerjaannya, memalukan.
Option #2: Mandi Air Anget
pro: mandinya enak dan nyaman
con: tetep lemes and malah bisa ngantuk2 pas makan..
Hmm...sepertinya option 2 lebih menarik, damagenya juga nggak begitu parah. Hehehe
ngapain sih gue kayak orang ga ada kerjaan aja ;p
Shout out to Mbak Roro: yuhu mbaak! minggu kemaren pengajian ya? Manda lagi ke Chicago sih jadi ga bisa ikut! Gimana jadi ke Iowa ga waktu itu?
Hi, all...
gile nih, udah jam 11 masih males2an, padahal ada janji mo makan siang sama coworkers gue jam 12. akannya di India Palac nih *grin.
Udah lama banget gue pengen makan disitu tapi yg gue ajakin pada nggak pernah ada yang mau, hu-uh. Tapi akhirnya kesampeian juga, walaupun males2an nonton DVD dirumah agaknya menarik juga...hmm...
*YAWN
ah gile nih drtd nguap gede2 terus, kayak kuda nil, malu2in, hehehe. Ntar enaknya mandi pake aer dingin kali ya...biar seger. Tapi ntar malah pilek lagi. Apa ya enaknya,
Option #1: Mandi Air Dingin
pro: jadi seger dan kelihatan seger juga nanti pas makan.
con: jadi pilek, ntar biarpun keliatan seger tapi ngisep2 idung ato buang ingus mulu kerjaannya, memalukan.
Option #2: Mandi Air Anget
pro: mandinya enak dan nyaman
con: tetep lemes and malah bisa ngantuk2 pas makan..
Hmm...sepertinya option 2 lebih menarik, damagenya juga nggak begitu parah. Hehehe
ngapain sih gue kayak orang ga ada kerjaan aja ;p
Shout out to Mbak Roro: yuhu mbaak! minggu kemaren pengajian ya? Manda lagi ke Chicago sih jadi ga bisa ikut! Gimana jadi ke Iowa ga waktu itu?